hm.

i've been accomplishing alot lately..

-pass my english class
-hang out with old friends
-pay my parking ticket
-catch up with diane and renee
-get the vanessa hudgens sandals
-finally drive to the valley
-get my graduation/gradnight outfit

Need to do's
-get a trim/ re-layer hair
-buy a yearbook
-pass out visual pictures
-yearbook inserts
-GRADUATE!



I feel really good about this.

This is just the beginning

4 more days until ASB KnottsBerryFarm field trip
5 more until ASB Banquet
2 more Triton Talk shows left
7 days of actual "school" left
10 school days left til GRADNITE
12 school days until graduation-

It was just like last week when everyone was excited to go to Senior Sunrise and officially be a big person on campus. And it was just like yesterday when everyone was excited for prom, but all of that has passed by.

to pacifica seniors, this might be the last time where we will catch each others eyes, and embrace each other while time ticks.
Don't wait till highschool reunion to say what you have to say, do what you gotta do, meet who you wanna meet. Time is giving everyone a chance to do this now.


Honestly, I'm scared of the future As I get closer and closer to actually "growing up" I don't want to. I want time to take everything slow because I need to cherish every second of this. Every second that I'm in high school, so I can look back and tell myself I left a good ass mother fucking footprint at Pacifica because FORSURE i hella lived this year up.

Who will I lose touch with and who will be willing enough to keep in touch with? Whos gonna be there through tough and goodtimes? I honestly, dont know. Everyone's going to be leaving. It makes me sad thinking about it because I know it's not going to be the same. The rest of my friends are moving out of this bubble, and the others are staying. Which friends are going to come visit me back in Oxnard and say. "I miss you HAYLE of course I didnt forget about you- lets catch up!" It better be every single one of you ahaha dont forget about me putooohs. All of you guys make sure you have a webcam so we can have group webcam chatting!


I'm gonna go do my makeup work now so i can actually graduate (:

xoxo
hayle

deals deals deals

I love how KFC is offering free meals til the 19th.
I love how Im getting my paycheck today!
I love how mothers day is coming up and im excited to get her something because i love giving people presents and making people happy (:
I love how antojitos mini icecreams are just 50cents each!
I love deals!

Anyways enough of the love. How about I'm getting a car soon! My dad told me my budget is 6 grand. whooot! Im looking into getting either an audi, bmw, mitsubishi, acura, mazda or a volkswagon.

meaning..ROADTRIP during the summer! :D

i need some sleep -_- 7pm-430am at esprit tomorrow

xoxo
haylebabyyy

a few laughs

RT @Portnik#jokes A girl phoned me and said...Come on over there's nobody home. I went over... Nobody was home! FML(via @zedomaxbiz)

prom 2009

Arabian Nights was definitely the best first and last prom I've ever gone to. A mountain full of food on my plate. refreshing iced coffee drinks. fun caricatures. hype dance floor. the best prom date. and the best group of friends all in a party bus faded. I couldnt have asked for a better night.

The day started out pretty bumpy because I hit a car in the school parking lot. I was in a rush because kevin and his parents were waiting for me to get there and i hate people waiting for me. BUT luckily! I only hit their car with my tire so there werent any bumps or scratches. The scary part was there were people chilling in the car and I was hoping they didn't notice but of course they did, but they were nice so it was all good. I couldnt stop shaking afterwards.

The end of the morning, we all chilled at jesus house and then I ended up knocking out in the car with kevin and took him home at 5 in the morning.

kevin and I got our nails done today! It spahkul ligh diamond in the sky.

Im excited for prom now! I just dont know who's going to end up doing my hair since the hair stylist that was supposed to do it cant anymore =|

Stupid people today killed my mood. They charged me $125 to get my dress altered. serious? wow. Thats crossing the line. The guy told me he would call me yesterday or today to tell me how much the alterations would cost, but instead they already finished the dress. UGH. At least, my boyfriends mom argued with them over the phone. Now I only have to pay 100 BUT STILL! my dress was 165. I told my dad tonight and suprisingly, he was being positive and didnt throw a fit. "at least you saved $25!"

to make this entry a little interesting,

Today, I forgot my inhaler. I had an asthma attack and had to go to the ER. The doctors told me it wasn't an asthma attack. It was just a panic attack from worrying about whether I would get an asthma attack. FML

&

heres a link for ya!
Your personality shows through handwriting

http://www.divinecaroline.com/article/22323/73133-personality-written-handwriting-

xoxo
hayle

I never finish..

I have lost my blogging fever recently, but I need to update:

Im going to have to stick with the pink/coral dress I bought, I dont have enough money to buy a new one after all.. and I dont plan on asking my parents for money- BUT I LOOK LIKE A CAN! -_- it still needs to be tightened.
other than that, I'm basically ready for prom!

I cant wait till my next paycheck. I need a new camera, some true religions and these sandals are indeed THE SHIT.



I just love love love the way vanessa hudgens dresses.


Anyways! today was super random. lisa, kevin, ashley, and ubaldo picked me up out of the blue and went to Antojitos. OMG bomb cheap icecream. I'm planning on visiting soon. Afterwards, we went to Dominos and grabbed free pasta breadbowls and ate it at the park. It was a nice day today. I love how I don't have to go to school. 5 more weeks til graduation!

stay swineflu free and sanitize your hands on the regularly!

xoxo
haylebaby

the18 mile hike

This Spring Break, a few of my friends and I decided to get off our asses and do something productive. We decided to hike to the punchbowl in Santa Paula. Aly, Oj, Josh, Dan, Jt, Mistine, Lisa, Kevin, and I woke up early in the morning yesterday and left Aly's house at 9am. We got to the trail and followed the directions from online. The directions were confusing because it didn't seem like we were going the right way, but we kept on hiking up the mountain anyways. Wepassed by avocado farms and ran into horses and snakes. We ended up on a paved road high up in the mountains and ran into a truck passing by. The driver asks us where we were heading to and we were told that we were on the wrong trail the whole time. I guess we were supposed to turn left instead of right in the beginning of the trail OMFG! 3 hours of hiking and were tired and exhausted, GREAT! So we decided to go back down where we started, and along the way, we saw 2 guys that were trying to get to the same destination. They were on the wrong trail too. We decided to take a shortcut which only took us less than an hour to go back to where we came from. I wish we took that shortcut in the first place -_- Everyone was nagging and whining and complaining how their feet hurt and it was hot and we were never goin to find it, but a few were still motivated to find it. They had the right to complain because we hiked for 6miles. We saw a photographer and asked for directions. Luckily, he had been there before and we basically followed the tagging on the rocks to get to the punchbowl. It took us 3 hours to get there, adding another 6 miles that we've hiked. It was 4pm, and we finally made it to the punchbowl! YAY!! but i honestly, thought it wasn't worth 12 miles of hiking, getting lost, runnin into snakes, horses, looking out for bears, cuts, scrapes, and rolled ankles. The water was freezing cold, there was tagging everywhere, and alot of trash. The hike back only took an hour and 30 minutes because we took shortcuts along the way.

imagine how much calories we burned! O_O

Photo credits to Daniel Jordan Carrasquillo

Spring Break Day 7

Spring break has been pretty cool! Im excited for the punchbowl tomorrow! My mom doesnt want me to go, but im stupid for telling her i was going hiking. I know she cares-yadayada, but I just wanna have fun! and besides Mistine bought a first aid kid just in case aha. Today was Aljohn's 9th birthday! WOW! I feel like he skipped bein 8. I cant wait til Aljohn number 2 comes out of my aunts belly. anyways i need to catch some sleep :D


goodnight

xoxo

spring break day 4

Happy Easter Sunday! Spring break has been pretty cool. Althouh, my money has been splurged at Santa Monica. I have to wait for my next two paychecks in order to get my prom ticket, dress, yadayada. Yesterday, I was so bummed because plans that were made didn't work out. I thought it was goin to be like that the whole day so I was pretty hopeless on having a good Spring Break. Everyone was working, few people bailed, some werent down, and Jeann and I were planning to go to Pasadena and shop and pick up Sara, but I guess she was going in town instead with Sean and his friend, Cindy. So that got me stoked! Happy Belated Birthday Sean! Jeann had a little kickback in camarillo. I hate being lightweight. Tina Ashley Tamara Mistine and Jt left a little bit earlier than Kevin and I. But it was good company. I got to chill with sara and jeann, havent kicked it with them in awhile.


xoxo

Spring Break Day 1

I took my Spring Break earlier than everyone else. Today was Day 1 of my spring break.It was actually pretty cool! I was late to school so my mom took me back home and ended up just going to the Esprit orientation. It was fun! Probably the best job orientation I've ever gone to. I've never had fun in an orientation before besides this one. Maybe because they had alot of food and alot of group effort. Or maybe because I have the coolest co-workers ever.

No school for me tomorrow! Spring break day 2 tomorrow will be spent with my coworkers for a jobtraining at the Santa Monica Promenade! I'm excited!Too bad Kfeds goin to miss out! I have a feeling I'm going to end up splurging my money on food-not clothes, but FOOD. I need to stop being a fatass sometimes. fack fack fack. we'll see what happens haha



oooooo's only ;D

UN-usual

I learned that sometimes the only way to succeed is having courage to be different and following you're own footsteps. Don't be ashamed of what you want to do and who you are because you're not going to get anywhere if you are. Don't follow other people's footsteps because they have their own route to follow and you have yours- besides, you haven't walked in their shoes, you might not like where the road will take you. Be different and lead your own route to your goals and plans for others will be inspired and do the same. Take a stance of what you want to do, and just go for it. Don't be ashamed.

xoxo hayle

Didnt think I had a chance.

I never thought I'd actually the first round of the WetSeal Model Search. Since the associates at wetseal made me feel like I didnt have a chance in winning. Im glad to say Im really proud of a goal I've mos def acomplished. If it wasnt for all the people that helped make it happen, I wouldn't have anything to look forward to right now and also wouldnt have been where I am at right now. Now I know you've probably watched it, but it wont hurt to watch it again because the top 100 views get to move onto the final round which my video and my photos will be on the wetseal website and everyone gets to vote on who the winner should be. Wish me luck!





2 years and 2 monthssss anniversary <3 aaah we took Chiko to the Santa Monica Promenade and had dinner at Yangtze. Went into Esprit for the first time! Gosh, they have clothes that I would wear. The florals, boots, cardigans, scarves, gladiators- it has that bohemian chic vibe to it 'cept Im not into those long white flowy skirts that are half dyed.. Their men's section is pretty cool too, but I'm guessing the whole store's theme was "Spring purple" the men and womens were mostly purple. Cant wait to work there next week!

xoxo

last day at pac

I wanna start off this blog by saying I have a really annoying canker sore.

Another incident that was annoying- actually it was creepy.. at Pacsun today, this black guy comes in with his 10 year old son, checking me out asking if I was an actress because he thought I was Brenda Song. Oookkay.. so then! he asks for my autograph ALONG with my number. hell to the no. Then these three mexicans that were in the military who just got back from Iraq(I know because they come in every weekend to visit or buy or whatever) over heard our Brenda Song conversation and startin butting in saying that I kinda do look like her a little. but whatever! Just cuz shes asian and has a round face-soo whaaat. Anyways these three guys I guess went off and waited for me to finish talking to the black guy. The black guy started talking to me about how he met Brenda Song, how he teaches martial arts and if I wanted to learn, and how people thought he looked like some celebrity. I couldn't even understand what he was saying cuz he was so ghetto. I understand ghetto talk, but this was REAL ghetto with the slurring. Thank goodness he finally left after I didn't want to give away my number. So then the three guys approached me saying"Hey Hayle!" They come to Pacsun so much, they already remember me and know my name. I felt like asking their names because they knew mine. One was Oscar, who looked like a 5'3 Frankie J, and the other was Chris. They started to ask me what I was doing tomorrow, and iniviting me to a car show at the fair. The whole time they were there, they were just talking to me. Then Chris asks me if I was engaged, I said no because I'm only 17, and theyre were like" OMG we thought you were 24!" WOW! Afterwards, they stopped trying to hit on me and left.

An hour later, the black guy with the kid comes in again! This was interesting. When the guy left, I told everyone what happened so everyone knew who he was and what was up with him trying to hit on me. He approaches me and takes out a business card. He's started telling me his store was "overseas" It took me so long to figure out he was saying"overseas" instead of "OC." He was ghettoslurring! My manager sent me to the back for a bit and wait till he leaves. Few minutes later, I came out and he was still there! He started talking to me asking why I'm making him leave. Shawn, the manager approached him asking him to leave since he was disrupting me, and I wasn't on my break. That was the end of it.


xoxo

happy birthday josh!

This is really cool.

new member in the family

Isn't he adoraaable though?!! Gosh he just keeps Kevin and I occupied with him all day. Kevin is in mad love with Chiko. Today, when Chiko saw me, he jumped on me and started licking me. Gosh it feels good to be loved haha. We brought it to Petco and bought it a leash and a pretty spiffy red collar with white bones on it, some flea collar, pee pads and got it's nametag made. Unfortunately, he peed in the car. in MY seat! I had to sit in the back after that haha. We took em for a walk at Seabridge. He doesnt like being pulled with a leash, but he's gonna have to get used to it. He's currently in LA with his papi Kevin tonight ahaha what a brat. I didn't even get to go. Im jel- no not really.. I just miss the little thang. I cant wait to teach my baby tricks :D
xoxo

Chikostick

EDIT: It's actually Chiko not Chico. But it's pronounced the same.

Kevin and I got a dog! Its soo cute. Well, its a chihuahua- common i know, but hey he found it on the streets. We were thinking of naming it Tupac since Mistine and J.T. (formally Kimmi and Brandon's dog) have a chihuahua named Biggie. We called him Tupac the whole day, but I think we've made a final decision with the name Chiko. He follows Kevin everywhere he goes, he doesn't bark or bite, he just licks and naps on his lap. This is the first time Ive seen my boyfriend all loveydovey with the dog. He was talking to it saying
"Youre going to be my companion forever, and youre never leaving my side" OMG i felt replaced for a second haha. Well, Kevin couldnt take care of it because he had to play basketball so I took it home 'til he picked it up. It was so cute, Chiko sat on my lap the whole time I was driving home. When I brought it home, he immediately went up to everyone and expected to get petted. It followed me everywhere around the house, and when I'd leave him alone, it'd start whimpering. When I had to give it back, it was looking at me through the car window while I was walking away, and it started whimpering and gave the sad puppy face. I miss Chiko already, but i'll be seeing him tomorrow. That reminds me, I need to take him shopping for clothes ;D He needs to rock some cuuute ass gear asap.


BTW! Taco Tuesdays. 10 tacos for $4! Sweeeet deal! After Del Taco, Phoebe, Kristine and I went to Chik-fil-a to get the strawberry peppermint and chocolate bits shake. Its so good!! and make sure to try the Chik-fil-a sauce with the fries. LOVE IT!

xoxo

aww

**Back Story**
Apparently, she wanted to make the hallway appear that it had snow in it, so she decided to use a fire extinguisher (this is something that her dad has successfully done in the past). Instead of there just being a "little poof", the entire hallway filled with chemicals that caused the fire alarm to go off in the middle of the night during finals week.

Now this is her in the car upset that everyone at Alpha Chi (the sorority she wants to be in and presumably those who live where the fire alarm went off) hates her. She explains how she isn't a bad person and it was just an accident.

hired!

UPDATE:

I got hired at Esprit (: finally I get the higher wage I deserve
BUT i just wish that kevin and Lindsey get hired already because it's like eating a pb&j sammich without the PB& J. It's just not as complete andd fun yennoe.

my mother let me drive her car to work today finally. She needs to trust me more with my driving. Seriously.

I put in my one week notice at Pacsun. I was scared my manager Shawn was going to get mad or do something to me because I was leaving, but he said he supported me cuz he can't give me a raise or promote me to sales lead 'til October.


I think I made a good choice.


goodnight.


xoxo

3am

Its 3am and I just woke up. I slept pretty early last night, and now I can't go back to sleep. Anyways! my interview was only 10 minutes! It was like the fastest interview ever. The manager for Esprit is so pretty and talks quite fast. Overall, it went well, but I stuttered and got tongue twisted a few times because Sheri told me to answer them quickly. I just wish Kevin, Lindsey and I get the job to join the rest of the asians at Esprit haha and I hope none of us gets left at Pacsun because I certainly don't wanna be the only one left there. The manager Josslyn, is going to give us a call by 12pm today. AAHHH! how nerve-racking. Okay i'm gonna go have an early bird snack. gnight y'all


xoxo

re-cycle

My mind wreaks of your influence. I'm trying to clean up but jealousy and neglect seeps through my brain, putting me back into misery, and yet I get back up and put myself back into the position where I was before.Believing in love has something more. I tell myself to suck it up because nothing lasts forever. Gotta understand, this is a cycle.

Esprit

So I've havent gone to sleep yet and its 1:44am. Its hard to sleep because I've been thinking about my interview for today! Gosh I get butterflies everytime I think about my interview. I dont even know what to wear. My resume isn't completely finished yet. I still need to do my reference, bt thats cake. Although, Im having difficulty trying to find out different responsibilities for my past retail jobs. Its hard because the duties for alot of retail stores are the same, and I dont want to sound repetitive on my resume. I'm going to do my best and impress the Esprit manager because she's only looking for 18 year olds and up. Unfortunately, I'm still 17 until October 4th. I just hoping I have a chance. I should try catching some rest.

xoxo

Rock'n Fish

I had so much fun today! My coworkers from Pacsun decided to have a "Lindseys bday/Sheri's leaving" dinner. Even though people flaked, Sheri, Jimmy, Lindsey, and Julie were still down. So Lindsey picked me up and we had the funniest conversations in her car. On the way to pick up Julie at her "420" apartment, she was talking about how this girl in her windows display class dropped a mannequin, and the nipple part broke off. LOL! It's prolly not as funny on here, but it was a "you had to hear it from her" moment. When we were on our way to get gas, we almost got into a car crash! Because Lindsey is just a crazy driver who doesnt hold the steering wheel when she's talking to you. S'all good us three had fun on the way to downtown LA. We went to Santee Alley. I felt like I was the only asian there except for the vietnamese retailers. A few hours later, Sheri and Jimmy met up with us and we ended up eating at Rock'n Fish at the Nokia Theatre. That place was so expensive. I paid $30 for my food which was reaally good Salmon, garlish mashed potatoes, spicy macaroni n cheese, and an arnold palmer. The whole time we were eating, Sheri was talking about how great of a job Esprit was, she ended up convincing me to give it a shot. Then I told Kfed how great of a job it was so now were considering on leaving Pacsun. Now we have an interview this Thursday! Wish Kfed and I luck!

xoxo

pennysaver

My current "shopping" plan on saving money:

EFF LOOKING FRESH! AND GET YOUR GRIND ON AND SAVE IT.



i'm off to work. To actually get my grind on and save it.

xoxo

risktaker

Today, I finally turned in my entry for the WetSeal Contest. I picked the headshot I took yesterday and the not-smiling bodyshot from yesterday as well. I was having a hard time to choose which photo center to get it printed, but Walgreens did a goodjob with printing my picture. It was only a buck each! wooow (: what a save!
So off we went to the Northridge Mall where the closest Wet Seal was. I was nervous when I gave it to the associates. They were nice so it's all good, but I felt like I was the only one who entered because the girl I gave the entry to looked like she was unsure on what to do with it, but she ended up calling the manager. The guy told me I'd find out March 27th who wins. Good luck to me, but I really don't know how big my chances are of winning.

I got my paycheck today. A mere $88 summ bucks. I cant wait till my next paycheck! I get alot more hours than usual. Although, today i spent half of it already on Jollibee. I spent about $20 again at Jollibee just for feeding kevin and I. It was so satisfying though.

happynight!
xoxo

wish me luck

To those of you who don't know, I'm entering the WetSeal ModelSearch 2009. I basically needed a head and body shot. I don't have time to do it since work is taking up my whole week. The only time I was free was today, and Friday. So I decided to hit up a few friends to take my headshot. Kfed was supposed to take it, but he had volleyball so James Mojica took them instead. Angeli was our assistant. We didn't have a legit reflector, but instead we used a car shade, but it worked. We ended up taking pictures at Seabridge. Afterwards we went to Fantastic Chicken, said a quick "hello" to Geena at Marble Slab, then ate drunken chicken, pita, hummus, and blueberry muffins at Angeli's. MMM baby!Gosh her parents know how to cook. Their food's always bomb<3>

given up

It can be difficult at times. but they always said to put yourself first and never settle for less. Put your own happiness first, and then others because youre never going to get the happiness you deserve.

truth hurts.


but its not what you think it is.

F*** My Life

Thank you FML for always making me laugh. youre my new best friend when im down.

"Today, I had drunk sex with a girl that I barely know. I didn't have a condom and was nervous about getting her pregnant, but she assured me that I could pull out. Right when I was about to pull out, she wrapped her legs around me and yelled, "Be my baby's daddy!" I couldn't get out in time. FML"

"Today, I found out I won a 20 000 or 30 000 dollar scholarship. After celebrating with my family by jumping around the room for a half-hour, we realized it was addressed to someone else with the same last name. When we called to tell her, she said it was weird because she had received my rejection letter. FML"

"Today, I was sitting in class and I fell asleep during the lesson. I was wearing sweatpants and had an erection. My teacher came up to me and grabbed my penis. She thought it was my phone. FML"

"Today, I went to the movies with some girlfriends. The guy behind us was making these pervy, heavy breathing noises, so we threw some popcorn at him. When the movie finished, we saw him in a wheelchair - with a breathing tube sticking out of his neck. FML"

"Today, I forgot to do my French homework, but since it was an online worksheet, I told my teacher my internet wasn't working. I told her with an e-mail. FML"

p.s. thanks for the website kfed

just trust

__Sadies 2009.
What can I say, it was fun. The DJ never listens. He didn't put in alot of the songs people requested there was a loonggg list of songs we wanted him to play, and we said not alot of old school, yet he does the opposite. He played old school throughout the whole dance, and alot of Beyonce and techno. Afterwards, the hotel party went downwards toward the end, and Dan is stupid for saying people got arrested. And that's how you start rumors. On the brighter note, my boyfriend likes my friends (:

__Work.
The following morning, I thought I was going to wake up with a big headache. suprisingly, i woke up feeling mm mm good. Work was fun. I had something to do throughout my whole shift. Getting people to spend $40+ was a fun challenge. I had to give out at least 50 Pacloots. If you spend 40 bucks+ you get a pacloot and its a $25 off coupon that you use when you spend at least $50. and I got all into it and ending up giving out 66 Pacloots! I asked if I could have my own pizza party haha, but my manager said I get something better. Hopefully he keeps his word! Good news too! I'm getting more hours.

___Trust.

My dad and I have gotten close ever since I've gotten my permit. We hang out more than my mom now. My mom doesn't trust me with driving yet. She's a lame foo. I hardly talk to her nowadays, but on random occasions I tell her what's up with my life, she never asks, but I just tell her like it is. It's weird when my dad sees his friend or coworker, and he ALWAYS has to introduce me to them, I feel like he shows me off like a trophy or prize. For example, I went to pick him up at a party today, and he told me to come down so I could meet all his friends. I kind of didn't want to, but I was hungry. There was this one lady who he calls his "best friend", and she made me feel comfortable, and she even stayed with me and sang karaoke throughout the whole night. Anyways, my dad said my face looks like I'm a kind person. I've never heard him say anything like that -EVER . It was weird. Maybe it's just his "drunk talkin"


This was long.
xoxo

all set.

For the past month I have been stressing out on what to wear to Sadies. I like planning, it's exciting but I stress. Just being busy makes me feel like I'm living my life to the fullest.

The $63 bucks have finally gone into my account from Netflix! What a relief. Just in time for Sadies. Now i have money to eat and get fat and shopshopshop. Anyways, I went cheap and bought my Sadies outfit at T-shirt Warehouse. I did a little sum'summ to the orange and gray shirt though since it was lookin a lil plain.
CHHHCHHHCHECK IT.


I have an ashy weenis. I did kiara's shirt too. I made it into a halter with Soledad's help, but I don't have the picture.

Caption here.

Gosh theres just so much to put in here I don't know where to start.

- I made a new email address
-I'm staying at Pacsun.
-I'm really into video messaging with my phone. If you're lucky you'll get a randomass video message from me. ITS THE THING TO DO!
-Netflix took away $63 out of my bank account. I am currently broke.
-I overdrafted 99 cents for the first time. STUPID NETFLIX.
-I dont know if I'll be able to go to Sadies because again-I am currently broke. Im still waiting to receive my $63 back since I returned the dvds already.
-I'm nervous hosting the sadies rally because it's a tough crowd
-I need to make a new CD. I'm getting tired of my CDs that I play in the car. If you're nice enough make me a mixed cd! <3

Lisa's boyfriend

I can never get over this video.



I could watch :13 over and over again. Hes so bad, yet he gets 4/5 stars on youtube, and at least 293,000 views. So jealous.

thinking

Today I got to hang out with Ashley. We went to go jewelry shopping for Sadies at Amuse and ran into Tamara and Tina. Afterwards we parted from the two of them while Ashley and I went to T-shirt Warehouse, and met up with Mariana. I had to drive the van back home, so Mariana and Ashley followed me and I ended up riding with them. We decided to go thriftstore shopping. It was chill. I just wish I brought cash with me because I found decent cowboy boots and a couple of gold chains I wanted to cop.

Tonight, I had a talk with Sheri about a job at Esprit, but I'm hesitant on applying because I don't want to end up quitting again like Carters because of the environment or because I don't like the clothes. I had a talk with K-fed (I'm gonna type Kevin Tanghal's name as K-fed now because it mixes up with my boyfriend's and his name) about getting jobs, and he definitley had good points. It's making me think alot. I only have such little time to turn in my resume, but i dont know whether it's going to be the right decision. This is going to be hard...


PS. I was super early to first period today! Instead of being the usual late student always walkin-in, I was the 2nd person to come into class. It was weird because no one was really there except for this random guy, but oh well! I'm making a good change for myself (:

goodnight xoxo

Senior Ditch Day I

Today was such a long day for "SDD". I'd go into all the details, but lets make it short and sweet since I need to hit the sack. It started out with serving my detention from 7:27-7:57. Not bad at all. Lisa came to pick me up right after and we went straight to Aly's. Waited and waited til 10 a.m. when Kevin, Mistine, JT, Renee, and Josh got there.Jt drove Josh's car because they had to leave LA early, and Aly drove her truck. Before we started our little trip, we went to go pick up my $87 check. We had to decide whether to go on the 101 to Melrose or 340 to Glendale, Pasadena. We ended up going to Melrose. Half of ditch day was spent weaving in and out of stores down Melrose, the other half was just taking a stroll in the Kodak Theatre's indoor mall. Those two places are getting old, I go there too much. It was 3:30 pm and we decided to go back home. Traffic was a bummer as usual. I went home and took a nap. Woke up with a big headache around 7pm, and then took out my mom's car because my parents left to Chumash as usual. I wish I got to drive my mother's car more often. It's so smooth and lightweight, unfortunately; she doesnt trust me with it. I picked up Kevin, then drove to Jeann's new pad in Camarillo. Everyone got faded and blown except for me. I was the responsible designated driver. It didn't matter though. It wasn't a party anyways, it was just me, Kevin, James, Jeann, and Jimmy. Then at 1am. I had to pick up Kristine at work and drop off my boyfriend. What a long frickin day. I am exhausted; therefore, I shall sleeeep deep bcause tomorrow I have work. The following ditch day better be amazingly exciting!


goodnight xoxo

juicy

Congrats Quest Crew! Ryan Animay still looks the same from 3 or 4 years ago haha anyways I personally think nothing will top Jabbawockeez. Theyre always going to be "THE" America's Best Dance Crew.

BY THE WAY! the MOST weirdest pillows EVER.





goodnight and happy sleeping!

wellness

I ended up staying home again. It was a good choice because I am still terribly sick. I don't want to share my cooties with ya'll. Although, I'm so behind in English. Even though I have an A in that class, I've havent done any of my "Color of Water" assignments. How bad am I. I should start soon because it's due tomorrow, but my body is so weak and needs all the energy for me to recover. My eyes burn frequently, my nose has been running a marathon, I can't taste which means I lose my appetite alot, and I've been coughing non-stop. UGH. Thankfully, my parents have been taking care of me alot.

Today was okay. I got to see my boyfriend and he got me some good ol' cough drops. After he dropped me off home, I felt like I didn't have a life. Surprisingly! Lisa and Ashley surprised me by coming over and bringing me some yummy chicken noodle soup and oyster crackers. bombbb you know it. Ugh, I miss my friends. I think that was the highlight of my day. I felt so special (: I like surprises. Come visit me and surprise me sometime!

xoxo,

Hayle

sick

I have so much to type, but I'll just summarize. On saturday I went to my 1st grade best friend's debut. She has grown up so much! but she's still short as usual. I'm pleased she invited me even though I've havent talked or seen her in years. I took my boyfriend with me because I didn't want to be a loner not knowing anyone. It felt weird because we were the only asians except for her family, and everyone was white. On the brighter note, I saw Christian! He is white, but in the inside, he's so asian. It was cool seeing him. So us three hung out the whole time. I must say, the food was really good. Especially the empanadas. Kevin took 10 pieces of empanadas home and auntie was like"save some for the others!" haha and then I smuggled the Apple cider in my purse. It was so crazy seeing auntie though, when she saw me, ahe gave me a huge hug which felt really comforting. Anyways, I dropped my camera and now it won't turn on. But no worries, I took it to Best Buy and theyre currently fixing it. After Selina's I came over to my boyfriends house. We opened the apple cider and played checkers the rest of the night.

Sunday, I woke up feeling like crap. I had phlegm in my throat. I hate coughing up phlegm because I always have to walk over to the nearest trash can to spit it out. Yuck. I knew I got sick from last night because my bare back was turned to the open door, and it was freezing. My family woke me up telling me to get ready because we were going to go out to have lunch with my other relatives.My uncle let me drive, but soon enough when my mom found out I was driving, she got out of the car and preferred to use her own car instead. She gets so nervous that she doesnt even trust my driving. There were 17 of us, and we ended up going to Hometown Buffet. I lost my appetite because I wasnt feeling too well. I started shivering nonstop and found out I had a fever. I stayed home while everyone went to the mall. My mom came home with a few stuff for me. I had to call in sick at Pacsun because I wouldnt be able to work well. Luckily, I didnt hallucinate this time. When I was younger, I'd start hallucinating, and feel like the walls were moving, and it seemed like everyone was yelling at me.

I didn't go to school today because I still feel like crap. This morning, i kept on burping non stop and threw up a couple of times. I still don't feel well, but hopefully tomorrow will be a better brighter day.


ciao!

first journey

OXNARD:THE REAL VC EPISODE 1

Oxnard the real vc

After my boyfriend dropped me off from Seabridge, Lisa and I didnt have anything to do, after the soccer game so we came over to Tinas house where Tina, Ashley and Tamara were watching HSM3. When the movie was over, we watched ABDC and decided to imitate the "long handed" magic trick. We decided to go out and do something because it was a Friday, so on our way out, there was this weird guy that popped out of nowhere. He was flirting with Tina trying to get her to suscribe to a magazine. I got it on camera. While I was recording all of this, and an idea popped up. I decided to make a documentary which would be episodes of our senior year. So I started recording throughout the whole night. We strolled to IN n Out, Jamba Juice, Colonia, then the Battle of the Bands to watch Nick and Juby perform. We waited for Nick's performance for 2 hours when he said he was coming up in 30 minutes well-SIKE. We felt out of place, it was weird, but we saw PHS alumnis, a big crowd of OHS kids, and a few of CI's kids. Juby gave us lyrics to sing along to the songthey made. I thought it was only us who were gonna sing along in the crowd, but surprisingly Nick's huge fanbase were singing too! It was cool, but too bad they didn't place, it was really good too. His girlfriend's voice reminds me of the band Meg and Dia. Anyways I finished Episode 1 of "Oxnard:The Real VC". I'm currently workign on it right now so hold your horses. If you're lucky, you can get a chance of being in the video. Here is the SNEAKPEAKPREVIEW:

not friday yet

Today was better than yesterday. School wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Every period was interesting. First period, piano was chill as usual, and this time I wasn't late. Inbetween first and second, I chilled at the Triton Talk studios, and I had my usual laughing moments here and there. Second, I had a good nap and watched a documentary about the secret service, which was pretty informative. Fourth, I went to the PAC with my english class and watched KNS. Jonathan and I managed to get free cd's, but I got the bootlegged ghetto version of the mothafuckin cd. It's whatevers tho cuz theyre whatevers. They need to chill with their blingblaang and outfits. Seriously, what is up with the rhinestones man. Anyways, fourth was chill as usual- just started making a boombox for Sadies. I'm excited for Sadies by the way. I think because picking an outfit for the pictures gets me excited. I like planning alot. When it comes to planning on going somewhere, I like to check out reviews, directions,pictures and alla that good stuff so I'm prepared. So back to the story, as I was leaving the campus, these two girls get caught ditching and one of the carts were chasing them, and they started running. It got intense cuz they were running and dodging the cars across Gonzales Rd. I dont know what happened to them stupidheads after. Theyre pretty thug for tryna dodge all the cars though. They almost got hit! After all the excitement, my boyfriend picked me up and we went to KFC then workedout our abs, ate, napped, and got ready for the talent show around 6. Hooray for emanon for winning best dance. Adrian and Mariana were pretty darn good being emcees.I couldnt get over the part when Adrian was trying to check if the mic was working and he was going, "tickle tickle.." My boyfriend likes Adrian (: no homo. he says he has a good character. I told him that Adrian has this good positive aura thats always inviting. Thats why I like being around optimistic people who are down for the filimexilackinese hood.

goodnight loves.

above is the imitation of the miranda cosgrove smileee!

chubbs

Im getting fat by the minute! Not fat, just my abdomen.. Its not as hard as before. I remember I'd let people poke my stomach and I was proud and loud because it was pretty hard. Its not the same anymore. I want to start running at Griffith Park and take pictures while running just like the movie "Yes Man". I'm not really determined enough to start soon soon, but maybe later soon. I figured I'd look like this in the future if I didnt start now. Pretty gross right?!

flying by

Perfect weather just always puts me into a great mood. I'm excited for tomorrow and Friday's weather because it's going to be much warmer than usual. It's about time! I don't have much warm clothes anyways. I'm excited for my paycheck because spring clothes are already in stores and that means colorful happy clothes!

Anyways, today was cool. After school, Kevin picked me up and we went to the 99cents store to grab some food so we could cook at his pad. Watched Step Brothers but fell asleep on half of it because we got food coma. We were supposed to run to the beach, but I guess we're doing that tomorrow. So then he dropped me off home, but I didnt want to stay home because I never get to hang out with my friends as much anymore so I took the opportunity to ask everyone what they were up to. I got super excited because Lisa was down to chill. I just love how she's down! I think I mentioned that already in another blog, but whatever-she really is tho. I love her company (: So we picked up Ashley and went to the mexican foodplace behind Mcdonald's. They have bombbb melon juice and free nacho salsas, but my boyfriend makes better melon juices and strawberry banana smoothies. yummm. Afterwards, we dropped off Ashley at her house, and Lisa and I just cruised around Oxnard trying to hit up people, but no one was down to chill. wackasses! We ended up at the new neighborhood right next to seabridge. I found a car that was a white Infiniti G20 for $1,900. It was decent! I called the number on the car, and the guy said it had 140kmiles on it already. I showed my dad after Lisa dropped me off home and after picking up Kristine. He wants me to pick a better nicer looking car. My mom wasnt down for the car because she doesnt want me calling triple A everyday if I end up buying it.

sweet tart

I hate waiting. I thought I was patient, but I guess I'm not when it comes to my boyfriend. He left at 12am. because his friend from Fresno wanted to chill before he'd go back to Fresno. Like who the fuck chills at midnight, why cant you chill in the daytime instead. I on the other hand, didnt want him to go because I barely just called him, and all of a sudden he leaves. It's weird not talking to him on the phone at night. I can't sleep right because I tend to worry. I worry about all sorts of stuff, but I trust him. I just get scared because I tend to think of the 'what ifs' and I want him to come home safe. Anyways I told him I'd wait for him. I actually waited while talking to Dan on AIM for awhile. It was 2:30a.m. -still waiting. I knocked out and received a text in the morning saying he sleptover. UGH, I waited for nothing basically, and I overslept! I was late for first period again. As time flew by, I found 10 bucks in my pocket which made my day! Only for a little bit though because I ended up losing the money at lunch. I got mad because Kevin never picked me up at school, and I was expecting him to be there at the parking lot at lunch, but I guess he was still at his friends house. I feel selfish and expect too much from him sometimes. Does that make me a bad girlfriend? I know I cant depend on someone on making me happy because if I'm not happy and the other person isnt, that its a sad story. I dont know, but when we first started going out, it was worse. I didnt know how to be a girlfriend and I was super shy. I didnt know how to show affection towards a guy and I always thought he read my mind. But i guess not, guys arent psychic after all, but neither are girls! I always waited for him to come to me, and I guess he was always waiting for me to come to him which wasnt good at all because it led to big fights, misunderstandings and him doubting that I like him. I really did though! I'm just surprised he never gave up on me like other guys. He actually put up with me because with other past guys, they were all the same-I guess working it out wasnt in their books. He taught me how to be a better person and girlfriend as well. I'm still trying to be the best girlfriend, but it takes alot of learning from mistakes, and believe me, Ive had a bunches. I'm sorry, I'm not perfect, but all I have to offer is this type love is hope that I make him feel as good as he makes me feel, like believing that him being in my life makes me a better person type love.

vocals

Unfortunately, snow day got canceled because of the dumb weather. They closed off a few roads nearby Frazier Park, and none of my friends have tire chains for their cars. So instead, my cousin took me to the mall because she has a $223 gift card from Abercrombie. I dont know how or why but my uncle's boss can give you a $200 giftcard for a benjamin. Dont ask because idk how.Almost each individual in my whole family has at least a hundred dollars giftcard from A&F. Its so weird. I guess It's a family thing. We all go to the mall together sometimes and just use up giftcards from Abercrombie. Anyways, Kristine got me a few clothes. Im such a lucky cousin! Afterwards, we got hungry so we went to Great Wall Mongolian BBQ. If you ever think about eating there, bring me because I can pack a bowl real good! That sounds like something else, haha but really, i can! I can fill up three foamtrays out of one smallass bowl. I learned from the people in line packing their bowl. All it takes is organizing and flattening out your meats.

So the talent show auditions are coming up, and Aly wants me to sing with her. I'm hesitant about it because I cant really sing as well as her and I dont wanna crack or make a fool out of myself how bad I can sing. Recently, Jesus asked me to sing backup vocals for him too! So maybe I just really need to practice because the talent show is next week!

four day good life

The past days have been so much fun! Tamara's party was banginnn. Ive havent partied ever since New Year's Eve. Valentine's day with kbaby just for a little bit was sweet too. He took me out for sushi at Sushi Planet before work. The Oh My God Roll and Hole In One Roll was delissshh. I didnt wanna go to work, but sometimes you just gotta get that casshh money. I barely get hours anyways, so whatevers. But Shawn told Kevin and I last night that we were going to get more hours at Pacsun. Thats in April tho. Thing is, I dont even know if I'm still gonna be working there. Good news by the way! My dad told me he's getting me a car around April-June. Im excited because it sucks borrowing instead of having your own. Also, Im super duper excited for tomorrow! Its gonna be a fun-filled snow day at Frazier Park. (:

been great.

life has been treatin me pretty good lately. I'm thankful for getting away from all the stressin lately. It's like everything has turned around in one day, and my life all of a sudden is soo good. Anyways, after venting out my feelings last week, Ive made huge progress. Ive been hanging out with my frineds recently and its definitely the good life. Im so much happier. Today was so fun-filled! After easy-ass school, Kbaby picked me up and we watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Oddly, my boyfriend and I were drooling on how pretty Mila Kunis was ahaha she looks way prettier in the movie than on "That 70's Show". Afterwards we ate Mcdonald's and Lisa picked me up to go to Mistine's house to "practice" singing for the talent show-which im doubting will happen because Aly always changes her mind last minute. Mistine had bombb pineapple by the way. After Josh and Renee left Mistine's pad, Aly, Lisa, Mistine, and I had our bonding time. It was cute. We were bobbing our heads and dancing on the couch while singing to random songs on Mistines ipod with her $5 Camp Rock speakers. We got so into all the songs that we ended up migrating to the garage and recording ourselves dancing to old Emanon sections. Since Mistine had work, Aly decided to take her, so we all left and Lisa and I rolled to Baskin Robbins then to ASB set up for the Valentines Dance. I gotta admit. It was soo much fun! Too much happened so I'll just leave everyone curious AHAHA lik e anyone cares anyways. Jamba Juice was being served in the lobby, and that shiiz was so damn good esp. cuz it was really hot inside the gym. After the adventure of Lisa and I, we grabbed a bite to eat at In n Out and saw random ass people, and madd cops. I saw about 10 cops tonight and they were all in bunches. Look out for cops tomorrow! Gosh I just love Lisa shes always so down for anythinng. We had such a great time tonight despite the fact that last night was definitely not good.but anyyyways Im super exhausted so ill stop here. gooodnight!

stressin, depressin

"You can ruin the present by worrying about the future"

Whatever happened to the positive optimistic Hayle. Recently, Ive been hating myself for stressing out on stupid things. I have no clue why. I guess I'm just afraid of the future. Im afraid of the world ending soon, and I hope it doesnt. Thinking about it gets in the way of alot of things. It makes me think alot. If the world ends then what about all the goals I planned to in life. I want to accomplish everything I dream of before I die. I don't know why Ive been thinking this way lately. I really hate it. Its like I'm scaring myself but I try so hard not to. I recently scared myself more because my mom had a falling teeth dream. Its a superstition of somethin bad happening to someone, a family member or close friend will become very ill or pass away and that really scared the fuck out of me. I stressed myself out that whole day so much, I started smelling cigarettes out of nowhere. I was seriously tripping out. I read online smelling something like that was a sign of anxiety and stress. It stopped once I got to work. Even car rides get me nervous now- not even car rides, but going out gets me nervous. Im seriously being too cautious. And just today, Joseph told me he had a teeth dream. This is really starting to freak me out. and when I dont have shit to do at home I tend to think of death and I dont want to. I really need to stop thinking about all this nonsense. I need friends. Its sad, I feel like I dont anymore. I dont even go out or do shit because no one ever calls or texts me anymore. siiggh I just need someone to talk to really. Someone who can break my daily routine. I really miss being busy and having plans everyday of my life, unfortunately i dont anymore. I wish I could be busy so then I wouldnt have to be thinking of death all the time.

back to dancing

I was looking through a few old pictures from last year, and boyy do I miss dancing. I kind of want to dance again. Actually not kinda, but I do. I just don't want to go back into Emanon anymore since I'll be graduating soon and besides, all the Undeclared alumni's took over and theres only a few Emanon OGs remaining. Seeing my friends making it into Mavyn Marvels makes me wanna try outt. AAAH, I prolly suckk alottt now. I need training again. Anyways, I plan on joining a collegiate team once I graduate. Im kind of intimidated and scared because Ive havent danced in awhile. Ugh, I need to start getting into it again tho. I miss all the comps. I miss going to practice all the time even though I hated going to practice and not doing shit. I miss learning new routines. I miss dancing everywhere because all the choreo that was taught would always get stuck in your head- now, i dont even remember the choreo to alot of the songs I learned over the past two years Ive been dancing. I miss those hardcore 15 hour practices from 7 in the morning till 10 at night shit. I miss the adrenaline of performing and hoping not to mess up because everyone depends on everyone to do well.

just a paint scratch

Last night was so boring I decided to go out. As I came back to the north from visiting Kevin, I decided to go put $2 for gas at Chevron. It was the dumbest idea ever. I scraped my dads van with the white pole near the gaspump. I didnt even see it! I was just out of it since I was super sick and had a major headache. The paint scratches were about a foot and a half long above the left back tire. Although there were no dents or major damages, I panicked and called my dad immediately. I called him and said, "Pick me up at Chevron because I hit-" he didnt even let me continue! he hung up so I waited for him. He came three minutes later assuming he drove there,but he actully ran! OMG ahaha I didnt think it was that a big of a deal, but I guess he thought I hit someone so he panicked. Thats what people get when you dont let them finish talking. So I explained everything and he was really relieved. We decided to go to Kragen and get a special product to remove the paint scratches. The worker was reaally nice he decided to help out remove the paint. Turns out one of the workers told me he thought I was cute aha but whatever. So we were all outside tryna remove the paint, and it finally did. The car looks back to what it was before with very tiny minor scratches, but it's fine you can hardly see them.

random shmandom

The weather in Oxnard is just like a moody bitch on her period. In mornings it's cold so then it makes me think it's going to be cold throughout the whole day so I end up wearing warm-warm clothes, but then later in the afternoon it's like 80's outside. what the eff is up with that. It ruins my outfit plans on the real.

Anyways today was a typical day at school nothing special. After school was fun though. Kevin picked me up, and we cooked pancakes then played video games. He got mad at me because everytime the zombies would start eating me up he'd have to save me but he'd end up dying cuz the zombies start eating him up too so we just stopped. We got super hungry kinds so we went to Taco Bell and bought some nachoes and frutista. We're fucking fat. We went through the drive thru twice to get more nachos, but he knocked my nachos over and it spilled in the car. Afterwards, we got food coma and fell asleep in the Taco Bell parking lot.

OH! i finally found my green Volcom wallet! Thank you JT! It's been missing ever since Black Friday. I had been accusing the wrong people and searching at the wrong places when it had to be where I least expected it to be- American Apparel. It feels good to have my wallet back. Half of my life is in there.

it means vagina

"That man is rich whose pleasures are the cheapest. "

-Henry David Thoreau

so true. I'm never satisfied. maybe thats why i'm broke. what can I say, Libra's enjoy the finer things in life.

speaking of being a Libra..

You are happy go lucky, a social butterfly, a diplomat and indecisive. It's almost as if you float through life and your popularity, glamor and generally kind, helpful and fun loving attitude brings you luck and leads you on your path through life. You do not like making decisions, you want a little of everything. You want everyone to be happy, never any arguments or problems and live happily ever after. In order to achieve peace, you stay with what you like and avoid what you don't.

Libra is represented by the scales. You will balance the pros and cons of everything, this is why you are so indecisive. You look at both sides of everything and you see that there is both good and bad, and instead of making a decision, you will sit on the fence.

You are deeply sensitive and you assume that other people are too. You hate rejection and you avoid rejecting anybody at all costs. You don't want to lose your fan base, yes, Libra you love to have followers.

You need to have a steady partner, either a boyfriend/girlfriend or a close friend that you spend every waking second with. You want to form a close relationship of sharing and trust, you want someone to share your emotions with. You will do everything to balance the relationship and make it work, it is sort of like your 'project'. Unfortunately, you are so attached that you will stay in an unhealthy relationship and try to make it work. Problems might arise again because you are a natural charmer, a natural flirt. You are the perfect companion for the right person.

Libra sign loves love and the finer things in life

You are the ultimate romantic. You love affection, even with your friends you hug them and give them gifts. You love to receive gifts too, you are very materialistic but not in the way that a Taurus is materialistic, you need your possessions because you love lavish surroundings, beauty and detail. You are happy when you surround yourself with pretty things. You treat your possessions like friends too, almost as if you were forming relationships with them. Libra is the sign of relationships, sharing and caring. Diplomatic, loving, kind and sentimental, you are optimistic and love to give attention as long as you get attention, once again, it's all about balance. Strike the perfect balance and live happily ever after.Face life head on, put yourself first and try not to be so indecisive and life will be smooth and happy like you want it to be!

whispering eye

I MISSS YOU FISHEYE THO! =(

Dear fisheye, I miss you dearly. For all the memories that you helped me take. For all the pictures that you flashed for my keepsake. I miss you. I'm sorry for the scratches you got on your precious white skin. I promise I'll take care of you once you work again. We'll be best friends forever and I wont lose you never. I won't take you for granted because you know how much you mean to me.You were once a present, now my past but why cant you be the future to guide me though the path. Ill replace your batteries just to show flattery or maybe store you with film if thats not enough. But pleaaaase work again because I need your eye and even though, I hope you didn't say goodbye.

rest of the photos: http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v678/hayle2sha/fisheye/

$$$

UGH I need to find a new job. Yesterday I came to Pacsun to pick up my check. I got a lousy paycheck. It was a "trip" though, LITERALLY. I tripped over the phone cord before i left and slid on the floor. It was sooo funny haha but I'm over it. I'm thinking about waitressing at a nice restaurant. Maybe I'll just wait until the new promenade opens. Anyways I need to stop spending money. I've learned that everytime I go out, I spend money; therefore, I shall stay home forever and save up because going out= $$$$ ughh. Whatever, I need to stop my bad shopping habits. Ive been currently shopping every single week. I don't want to end up saying, "Truelife, I'm a shopaholic" or hide from Rent-A-Center and get all my belongings taken away.

Today was tiring. I woke up early in the morning to get the car and go to Crowne Plaza to help set-up for Senior Ball. I took the freeway the 3rd time today. Although, it was rather scary. This putalady didn't even have enough space to merge into my lane because she was so close to me, and she still signaled so I got scared, and tried switching lanes, but then another car was right there, so the whole time I was going really fast I was swerving not knowing what to do. I was in between the two lanes kind of, but the other car cooperated-thank God or else I could have gotten in my first accident. The view at where Senior Ball is being held at is beautiful. Now that I'm at home bored out of my mind, I wish me and Kevz ended up going. I'm pretty sure we wouldve ended up having a blast, plus the after party at the penthouse. OH WELL! sadies and prom yo. After setting up, I was heading to the thriftstores down Main Street since I dont have money to shop now, but my key wouldnt come out of the ignition so I had to go to a random tire place and ask this guy to take it out for me. Afterwards, I continued my journey, and ended up just buying a belt for a dollar. For some odd reason tho, I get itchy every time i go into thrift stores.


Anyways! the movie Paul Blart:Mall Cop is hilarious. I recommend everyone to watch it.

new driver

I thought today was going to be a relaxing day since this whole week would be minimum day/no school, but it wasn't. Ive been driving around ALOT ever since I received my drivers license. Today my parents gave me the opportunity to have the car for the whole day, which was pretty suuuhweet. After school, I picked up kevbaby, and drove around looking for somewhere to eat. Finally, we ended up at Jack In the Box and ordered the Jumbo Deal. It's a pretty good deal with a meal consisting of 2 tacos, fries, and a jumbo jack burger(sourdough please). Afterwards, I drove us to Camarillo to buy my mom a fruitfillinged cake at BreadBasket- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA! I basically spent all of my money today. I currently have $12 in my debit. How depressing. Anyways, as we were heading back home, Kevin insisted we take the freeway. As confident as I was in driving, I did. It wasn't bad at all. Surprisingly, I wasnt even nervous merging into the freeway. It felt like I was driving in the backroads of Camarillo because all the cars were going about 60 mph. The heat was so irritating today; even though, I managed to run a few errands. My plan for the whole day was, school, port hueneme, oxnard, camarillo, oxnard, port hueneme, oxnard, home. how EXHAUSTING!


goodnight world.

-hayle

happy birthday kevin

"Old friends pass away, new friends appear. It is just like the days. An old day passes, a new day arrives. The important thing is to make it meaningful: a meaningful friend or a meaningful day."

Dalai Lama

Good morning. I finally got my phone back to normal again! Covering your phone with rice really does work. Learn from the experienced.

Happy Birthday 18th Kevin Tanghal! I hope you pass you drivers test! Your fried wontons were delish!

toilet water

I dropped my phone in the toilet! I never thought I would ever come across a situation like that before. It started when I was in the process of pulling my pants down and then i here a loud "PLOK!". OH GEEEZ. My phone fell out of my back pocket. Without hesitation I plunged my hand into the toilet water and grabbed it out. Luckily, the toilet water was clean...hopefully. I quickly took out the battery and my sim card then I hurried to my laptop and searched up "what to do when dropped phone in toilet". I read that I'm not supposed to use a blow dryer, and to use a vacuum instead. So, I unscrewed all the parts on my phone then thoroughly vacuumed it. Afterwards, it told me to soak it in uncooked rice..WTF. So I did what it told me to do. I hope this method works. I have my fingers crossed.

Oh and my day was okay, kind of boring, but whatever. I bought my boyfriend cans and cans of hearty soup since he was sick, and I went to go visit him and heat him up some good ol' clam chowder soup, which was bomb by the way. It's pretty cool having to drive now.